MV 自閉 - Self Withdrawal

自闭 = withdrawn/locked/shut into oneself; self-withdrawal into own world, anti-social
Steven has said in interviews that he was very self withdrawn growing up and in his earlier career years.

lyrics English Translation


自閉 - Self Withdrawal
music：M.Manzani/A.Manfredi
Lyrics：邦見良一

2002 album
作词:邦见良一作
曲:m.manzani a.manfredi

自閉 Self-withdrawal
Restraining the sound of breathing
The ceiling long florescent tube dimly lit
The constant ringing of phone comes too closely
Has yet to receive words of consolation
Let me be a mental patient
Its playground lodging is very alluring
Has frequently dropped by to spend time there
Its protective shade pursued by believers
When heaven ignores a good person
And let all the undesirable happen
Didn’t know to wrap love up
So can’t save any passionate kisses
A third person was the enemy
Insidiously violating the blessed shade
The reason for the shift has been proven
Its legacy, a heartbeat of 40
The illness moves no one
The crying, unappealing
Everyone comes to visit and comfort
Only she didn’t visit this protective shade

The aimless eye expression
Its focus has no nucleus
The reasoning ability altered by pressure
Ultimately twisted into self-imprisonment
Day and night hoping salvation is everlasting
Haven't figured out the direction to take
But am already in an uncontrollable flight
Like a crazy believer frantically pursuing and worshiping a saint
Exhibiting self-withdrawal illness day after day

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自閉
限制依呼吸聲音 牆上長光管偏暗
來電鈴聲太過密 從未能收聽慰問

讓我做分裂病人 遊樂場館很吸引
常逗留這裡過日 是信奉追求護蔭

當天不應太好人 從不想的都發生
不懂包紮著愛 留不到一點熱吻

* 是有第三做離人 潛入來分解福蔭
(從)移動原因已證實 遺(留)下來心跳奶Q
(是)病態未感動別人 (而)流眾鶩惜ㄖl引
人人亦來探訪安慰 唯是獨欠她來護蔭

已是無目標眼神 焦點毫無核心
思想給壓力變質 終於曲解自困

朝望救贖得永恆 還未領略方向感
變得失控的飛行 瘋癲信徒追捧聖人
自閉病態在每日

Repeat *

已是無目標眼神 不可制止不幸
從何時思想給壓力變質 肢解信奉的心

人人亦來探訪安慰 唯是獨欠她來護蔭

當天不應太好人 從不想主宰愛心
這相反作用發生 終於曲解自困