Showing posts with label yahoo blog 2007. Show all posts
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Thursday, September 16, 2010

Chinese Hamlet

王子復仇記
2007-11-05 01:34
Theatre performing is awesome!

Say performing, perhaps that’s not exactly correct, it’s still rehearsals for me; say performing? Way too soon yet.

It’s less than 20 days away from opening night. I’m getting more nervous, and also more excited.

The rehearsal has been ongoing for almost 2 months now. The details of its passage are impossible to put into words.

Bitter? Or Sweet? Happy? Or Worry? Difficult? Or Tough…all these and more can’t even begin to describe my feelings adequately!

Per theatre performance, I am but a novice.
Per Shakespeare, I am but a Han outsider.
Per Cultural Centre Theatre, it’s my very first on its stage floor.
To act the role of Prince Huan, I am, undoubtedly, truly lucky.

I heard most theatre actors considered the role of Hamlet as the biggest challenge, and also an honor!


Oh Heavens, I’ve but my TV acting experience, such as it is, with no formal acting training, at that; it’s my theatre performance debut, and yet I’m so lucky as to play the role of Hamlet; if this is not pure luck, then what is it?

I’m not being self-deprecating; but theatre and TV performances, despite some minor similarities, are worlds apart.

Moods interpretation? Emotion expressions, Body movements and posture? Positions and placements? Acoustics technology, all these skills, (maybe should say), all these notions depart greatly from what I had learned or understood before. Truly, given the short time period, I have had problems adjusting.

Maybe, this is Heaven’s gift to me.

I’ve never attended any acting classes, or studied acting fundamentals; perhaps, ‘The Tale of the Prince's Revenge', is the start of my new chapter, a portal key.

I’ve been in the entertainment circle for almost 15 years: I’ve learned a lot, but never too much, in fact, it’s never quite enough!

Acting is like studying; learning has no boundary. Given such an opportunity to learn, to perform, what else can I say or ask for?

I would like to thank the whole cast and crew of ‘The Tale of the Prince's Revenge', especially Director Mai, (Sir Mai/Teacher Mai Qiu) and Professor He Wen Hui.

Sir Mai, your open-mindedness, your acumen, and your passion for theatre all truly moved me! To be part of your show, and afloating on cloud nine, I’m beyond ecstatic.

Professor He, your expertise and erudition on Chinese culture and Chinese language have my utmost respect! It is such an honor to have known such an esteemed teacher like you. Hmm, compared to you, I’m like a mole hill to your Taishan, a water puddle to an ocean. Haha! You taught me to discard my school bag – here it goes! Heehee!

Of course, I want to once again thank the whole troupe of cast and crew members, how to thank? Hm.. how about in my next write-up, I’ll post their names alongside their pictures, ok? Haha!

P.S. What are my feelings at performing 'The Tale of the Prince's Revenge', let me just say this: “The feelings can't be expressed or shared in words, they have to be experienced."


translator: tamaya
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Treasure Life – All Lives

珍惜生命, 所有生命
2007-10-02 03:20


Life? It's very strange!

Some people, because of some unknown fears, gave up on life!
Some people, just so they could continue to see, to breathe, fight for life!



One lives, one dies? Who can control? Yet who can prevent?

Some people, because of youthful recklessness, created life!
Some people, because of regretful mistakes, injured life!


Life? Who decides? To give or to take?


So long as one still has a breath left, live life to the fullest, savor it!
When life is at its end, close the eyes in remembrance, go in peace!
Everything but everything is the will of Heaven!


Wish to stay, wish to leave? Don’t ask, don’t fret. It’s all what will be will be.
Perhaps, those who wish to leave shouldn’t! Wish to stay, then let them stay!
This, perhaps is life, predestined, but more so, it’s fate!


We should not exploit, or be exploited! 

Like walking, the road is right in front of us.
To continue? To stop? It’s all in our hands!
To face life may be tough, but to flee from life is tougher still!


Why bother? Go, taste the nectar from the hardships!
Why do it? Go, experience the gains from the risks !


To have the courage to face life, more than anything else, makes it more meaningful!
*This essay is dedicated to the people of Myanmar (Burma), and to the people around me and ..to myself.


A few days after Steven posted his first piece on life, the media broke the news on his abnormal heart palpitation. The fans, upon reading the news flocked onto his blog to comfort him. The piece below is his response to his fans’ concern on his state of mind and health. 

 

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Treasure Life--sequel  

2007-10-05 02:23

Thank you everyone for your response!


Why do I like to ponder on life?
Isn’t it tiring? Or boring?
Why ask why?


Negative? Pessimistic? – Not at all!
To ponder life, to question life, is depressing? gloomy? helpless? troubled?
Not at all!


It is: courage, to confront, to open up, and to be positive!
This, to me, is my way of treasuring, a kind of attitude!


Up to now, my encounters with birth, old age, illness and death, may not be numerous, 

yet, they are not few. 

Everytime, when I witness new life, I’m inspired!
Everytime, when an elder talks of the past, I listen attentively!
Everytime, when friends and relatives suffer illness, I feel helpless!
Everytime, when a life comes to a natural end, I'm resigned!
But all these do not change my attitude.


Life experiences make people stronger, more resilient! So, what is there to fear?
What is to fear are: apathy and indifference!
Why not: treasure, value, explore, and seek!
And strive together!


Source: steven ma yahoo

Translator: Tamaya

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Thank You Fat Boss


I most happy to have met my first time collaborated Fei Lo Ban (Kent Cheng)!
No exaggeration here, truly none! I dare to say that Fat Boss is the best collaborated I have acted with since filming! Hmm… maybe I should say, among the actors I’ve met he is the one who is most willing to spend thoughts, efforts and time to act, to assist to teach a junior…ai, he doesn’t like people addressing him as ‘veteran’ (ching biu); so… will stick with calling him Fat Boss (Fei Lo Ban) then!

This is the reality ba! Appreciating a person or not?  Accepting a person or not? All based on a personal whim! Maybe some people may think he is too committed, too serious! Or maybe, feel that he is too opinionated, too unyielding!  But other people’s opinion I can’t control; what I see is an excellent actor; very committed, possessing an earnest attitude, and consider script and acting as part of his life; a good veteran, a good friend, and of course, a good teacher!

Truly, after collaborating with Fat Boss in A Journey Called Life, because of him, I have also changed!

Changed? Not only now changed, but during the months working together with Fat Boss, I imperceptibly and gradually changed!  Haha! Need to make sound so mystical.()?  Right! Person to person, that kind of mutually interactive influences, that kind of lightning thunderbolt that instantaneously stirs up, activates and changes; totally unprepared and unexpected, that’s how mystical it was, very mystical!  

Changed? How so, changed? The fact is, after encountering Fat Boss, I learned to persevere, persevere with my character in the series! 

 Tbc
 
謝謝肥老闆
2007年9月8日下午9:28 


不得不佩服, 時間速度之快.  說的快, 是過去得快!
一眨眼, <金石良緣>又拍完了!

金石良緣是我在07年所拍的第三部片, 過程中,可以說是沒停過! 雖然累, 却愉快!
拍金石 真的很開心! 除了重遇第一次拍劇就和我演情侶的嘉欣, 也再遇第ニ次演我妹妹的法拉! 她倆, 在我心中都是非常有潛質的新一代女星! 或許, 我沒資格對她倆評頭品足, 但我肯定, 她倆絕非池中物, 終有一天, 她倆會比現在更紅, 更璀璨!

除她倆外,  我最開心的, 就是遇上了第一次合作的肥老闆(鄭則士) !
沒誇張, 真的沒誇張! 我敢說, 肥老闆是我從影以來遇到最好的一個對手! 唔, 也許......我該說, 他是我遇到過的演員中, 最願意花心思, 花精神, 花時間去演, 去幫, 去教的一個前輩.......哎, 他不喜歡人家叫他前輩, 那........還是叫他肥老闆好了!

這也是事實吧! 欣賞一個人與否?接受與否? 都是個人意願! 可能有人會覺得他太投入, 太認真! 又或者, 會覺得他太主觀, 太堅持! 但, 別人怎看我沒法管, 我看到的, 是一個很投入, 態度認真, 把劇本和演戲都當作是第一生命的一個好演員, 好前輩, 好朋友, 當然,更也是一個好老師!

的確, 和肥老闆拍罷金石後, 因為他, 我也變了!

變?不是現在才變, 而是在和肥老闆相處合作的這數月內, 潛移默化地靜變!
哈哈, 是否講得有點玄? 對! 人與人之間, 那種相互影響, 那種迅雷不及掩耳的觸動,啟動和變動, 都是那麼想不到, 猜不盡, 也就是那麽妙, 那麼玄!

說變了? 怎變? 事實是, 認識了肥老闆, 我學會了堅持, 堅持在戲裡的我! 執著了, 執著戲中的我所說的每句話!懂得學會分析了, 分析戲中的我之全部! 學會照顧了, 知道戲不是一人秀, 知道要大家好, 大家都演好!

不 经不覺, 九月ニ+七號, 就是我這個不是<紅褲仔>出身的馬仔入行第十五個年頭! 回頭一看, 得過失過, 樂過悲過, 成過敗過, 都盡在不言中! 但, 還是要說, 在這十五年的歲月裡, 的確有一衆幕後朋友恩人要感激一番......老師, 前经理人frankie, 現在樂小姐, 佩華姐, amy媽, hillman......., 當然, 絕少不了我的恩師,珍姐!

但, 說到演員, 我更不能不謝謝他們!
沒有郭峰, 沒有<鐵血保鏢;的"尚智"! 沒有黎耀祥, 沒有<秀オ愛上兵>的"謝皇上"! 沒有肥老闆, 沒有金石良緣的"成日安"{安boy}!

謝謝你們, 特別要謝謝"肥老闆"!  多謝賜教! 真的謝, 是感謝!
p.s.照片是我在<南生圍拍的, 我覺得有種........怕就別去, 去就別後悔的感覺! 對嗎?

2007 Cute BB Chun Chun

可愛BB(俊俊)
2007 年8月25日下午12:02




This little cutie portrays my younger sister's baby son in A Journey called life. Even though he had only one scene but he's truly absolutely adorable!  He's called Chun Chun, only a year old! But don't know why for a baby, his eyes expression is so very steady, as if he's aware of the stuff happening around him! Maybe it is fate but as soon as he sees me, he smiles!  Seeing him, I truly wish to have a child of my own...
Maybe... I'm qualified now to be a dad...fantasizing...^v^.......!

Words for Chun Chun: Chun Chun, shooting this scene you don't know who we are, and don't know what we are doing.  When you were napping in the afternoon, I chatted with your mother, and found out this is your first time filming a series.  When she said that I told her it is very arduous to be a child actor, truly very arduous; especially tough to bear is the period between no longer a child but not yet an adult! You mother said she does not plan to let you be a child actor, that's good! Chun Chun, what kind of road you will travel, and how you would traverse it in the future is still unknown! Today, Ma Gor Gor sincerely wish you the best. Hope that the roads you travel in the future are all sturdy main roads. Also hope you will grow up big and strong, and be an upright and just person, a filial son to parents, and a man of honor contributing much to society!  Ma Gor Gor

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學會釋放
2007年8月24日下午7:08

真的沒法子, 拜讀唐君毅老師的作品已有好幾年, 可到現在, 還是沒辦法學會老師思路的那種透, 那種輕, 也許, 得要繼續好好自我提升提升一下!

記得老師在『人生之體驗』裡的毀譽之間中說過, 生命中常有很多來歴不明的讚美, 也有很多莫明奇妙的毀傷,這些, 都不是我們可以控制的!

對了, 就是這個!

是與非?黑與白?對與錯? 到底由誰來分? 又有誰能定? 誰有權能去定?

一天二十四小時, 一年三百六十五天, 每天每年, 多少人與我們擦肩而過?多少人與我們朝夕共對? 你是怎樣? 我是怎樣? 過程中誰欠了誰, 誰傷了誰, 又或是誰幫了誰, 誰又救了誰, 誰敢說自己最清楚?最公正?
譽詞美話?誹言謗語?背後的原因, 潛藏的動機, 又是否真的源自事實?全是真相?

別誤會, 我這想法不是悲觀, 更不是準備妥協!

反而, 是更堅持, 不讓步!

人心? 多複雜, 多難猜啊? 與其要花心思去看透別人的心, 倒不如去學會如何釋放自己的心靈。

Grit Your Teeth and Bear It !

打掉門牙和血吞!
2007-03-04 04:05
 

Haven’t been here for quite a while. How’s everybody? Here’s a belated best wishes greeting: Here’s hoping everyone is healthy and happy everyday!

I didn’t plan on updating my blog today, but I’d just finished watching some dvd, and since I’m still not tired, decided to get online. Only then did I realize that I’d not visited my ‘home’ for quite sometime!

Life’s profundity is that: it is difficult to grasp, and also difficult to foreseen!

Truly, who can penetrate life?

I don’t know, truly don’t know!

These past few days, things happened. Happy, unhappy? Like, dislike? Or perhaps smooth sailing, rough sailing?...all of them!

Sometimes, I felt compelled to look myself in the mirror and ask: What did I do wrong? Why does God keep testing me? Of course, I meant not just work related trials but, also, all sorts of trials and tribulations experienced in life journey!

I’ve always considered myself a traditional Chow Chew ‘real’ man: one shoulder supporting the weight of a home, the other upholding a piece of sky! Truth be told, even now, I still think that way! Maybe, this is just my one-track viewpoint, but this belief has sustained me.

But, sometimes, I feel so weary!

“Real” man? How to be one? Perhaps my father’s influence on me is truly too strong!

My father was a public transportation bus driver of 30 odd years. Since young till now, I have honestly never heard my father gripe about anything at all, or seen him displayed any nervousness or fear before me. Even when Mother passed away, he was calm. His conduct and demeanor had always made us feel calm and secure, that father was always there to take care of things.

Until that one day, the day I’ll always remember; the day of my mother’s funeral service. I distinctly remember that very minute when the coffin was about to be sealed, Father finally broke down in tears! At that time, my whole family, the relatives and good friends, all sobbed uncontrollably...except me, I didn’t dare to cry!

Didn’t dare? Hardly an exaggeration! Honestly, when even the master of the house could not hold back manly tears, which over the years I had never witnessed before, as the now self newly appointed man of the house, how could I dare cry?

Perhaps, you’ll laugh to think I over exaggerate, or that I over dramatize, but that was truly my irrefutable feelings of that moment, henceforth, forever imprinted indelibly in my heart!

Be that I was only pretending to be strong, or that I was actually weak; or question if I could truly hold on, or perhaps just putting on an act - So what if I was? That’s not important!

Anyway, I can hold on!

Don’t worry, I truly can hold on!

I remember when Mother passed away in the hospital, after completing the forms, we got into the car; the first song from the radio was Gigi Leung’s (梁詠琪) ‘Today’.

I will now share a section of the song's lyrics that touched me the most:

別了依然相信, 以後有緣再聚, 未曾重遇以前, 要珍惜愛自己,
在最好時刻分離,不要流眼淚, 就承諾在某年, 某一天, 某地點, 再見!

Farewell, still believe, if predestined we’ll meet again.
Meanwhile, please take good care of yourself
We parted at the best of times, please don’t cry,
let’s promise to meet on a certain year, a certain day, a certain place.
Zai Jian.
source: steven ma yahoo blog

Translator: Tamaya